If I have seen you in the past month or so, you may have heard me chat about allowing life to unfold. Often, we want to be in control. Of course it is important to be invested in our choices and move in the direction we prefer. However, there are many things that we must be patient with, including ourselves.
The Christmas cactus pictured above is one we have had for over two years. Yet, this beautiful blossom was the first we ever saw. No amount of wishing, forcing, prying, etc. could have made it happen. It bloomed in it's own time, when it was ready.
In my work, I have the wonderful privilege of watching many shifts and changes as my clients move into new ways of being. It is gratifying and I love being able to reflect this growth back, as often it goes unnoticed. To my clients, I would like to share how proud I am to see the courage, grit and dedication with which you address areas of your lives where you feel stuck. Thank you for trusting me with your stories and allowing me into your life. Also, thank you for understanding that this next phase of my life requires a move away from my work.
Earlier, I was having an internal debate about when I should begin my leave. I recalled the extreme life shift I had with the birth of my son in 2013. I had client sessions the day I was in labour and from the next day on, life was all about newborn care. I had no chance to transition my pace, my frame of mind, my routines...
Sometimes, we have to create space to allow things to unfold in a way that feels better. We need to give ourselves permission for this shift in gears. Although I cannot predict if this baby will arrive four weeks early (like last time), I am trying to mindfully choose a slower pace, ask for more help, and set boundaries. I stopped seeing clients a week ago, have had time to do paperwork and referrals, and am hopeful that I can fill my reservoirs of rest, nurturing and nutrition before babe arrives.
What this means is you can expect a hiatus in communication, though I will continue to be in your corner as a silent supporter. I do promise to share news soon, as I have asked for help to ensure this occurs :) Also, when the time comes, this will be how I convey my plans to return to the office. If you would like support in the interim, you can feel free to contact my colleague and office mate, Jenni Daines.
Thank you for your ongoing understanding and care. I look forward to staying connected and hearing all about how life continues to unfold.
Deepika